Much Love Dee Atika
Hurts
I am just so sad. I just want to sit and cry forever. I miss him so much (You know who you are) I keep thinking about him all the time. Wondering about where he is and what he’s doing. I know that I really don’t want to know but why won’t my mind and heart stop? I feel like I will never be happy again. I feel like I will never find love again. Why? What did I do to deserve this crap? I always did my best by him, so why did he just drop me like trash? I don’t understand. Why did this have to happen to me? It just hurts so much. Will I ever be happy again? Does this ever get any better? I just feel like it never will hmm it hurts a lot to know that someone who we really love is actually not for us but life has to move on :'(